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Dec. 3rd, 2018 11:17 pmI'm popcorn.gif-ing over tumblr's latest meltdown. Honestly, for me, this couldn't be happening at a better time; the end of the year is a really important time for me. I start preparing for the new year, for a "new me", focusing on things that I would like to be more important to me. With graduation literally right around the corner, I will be able to do that! Fandom potentially coming back to DW, of communities being busier here, makes me feel weirdly hopeful? Hahhaa.
ANYWAY, I would love to start participating more in communities here! There are plenty of fic communities that I could write stuff for and maybe some art communities? I need to explore again, see what's available. It's been a while since I've really gone spelunking.
Ever since capstone, I've been feeling extremely zen about everything. I bought a planner for the new year and it has stickers and positive mantras like "Today is the new tomorrow", "Live your life colorfully", and "Follow your bliss." But okay so look, a big part of behavioral therapy is thinking positively and affirmations are so important in doing that. Plus it has stickers. XD But anyway, idk if that's part of my zen feelings? I've also recently had an epiphany about people and expectations and how important other people should be in terms of my happiness (spoiler: they really shouldn't be super important at all). I'm really digging this 'partially removed, relying on myself for happiness and tending to my own emotional needs' thing I've got going on. It's, aaaahhhh, so freeing. ;3; I also am creating semi-solid future plans, which also helps.
ANYWAY, I would love to start participating more in communities here! There are plenty of fic communities that I could write stuff for and maybe some art communities? I need to explore again, see what's available. It's been a while since I've really gone spelunking.
Ever since capstone, I've been feeling extremely zen about everything. I bought a planner for the new year and it has stickers and positive mantras like "Today is the new tomorrow", "Live your life colorfully", and "Follow your bliss." But okay so look, a big part of behavioral therapy is thinking positively and affirmations are so important in doing that. Plus it has stickers. XD But anyway, idk if that's part of my zen feelings? I've also recently had an epiphany about people and expectations and how important other people should be in terms of my happiness (spoiler: they really shouldn't be super important at all). I'm really digging this 'partially removed, relying on myself for happiness and tending to my own emotional needs' thing I've got going on. It's, aaaahhhh, so freeing. ;3; I also am creating semi-solid future plans, which also helps.
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on 2018-12-04 07:03 am (UTC)And tumblr being stupid has certainly brought me back to DW, even though that's... not worked out so well in the past so maybe I'm just back for like two days but hey, it does mean that I saw this post, and that's pretty cool. (It probably does/doesn't help that the end of the year, instead of making me look forward, just makes me feel nostalgic. XD )
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on 2018-12-04 01:19 pm (UTC)Yeah, it can be difficult to get back in the habit here. It takes for effort, for sure, to post here than to just throw something up on twitter or plurk. Plus replying to comments requires going to the website and clicking a link and it doesn't sound hard but it's more effort than other options!
But! I absolutely love the journaling platform. ;3; Because it requires more effort, it also requires me to be more thoughtful it what I say. It requires me to actually set aside time to do it, which makes it at least feel more meaningful.
Idk, does that make sense? It's possible I'm being weird again. XD But if you want to stay around, good luck in doing so! \o/
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on 2018-12-04 01:36 pm (UTC)It feeling more meaningful because it takes more effort to makes post vs making a plurk for example definitely makes sense! In a way, it works similarly for me, but unfortunately I also have the associating of "wasted" time with it from my last few years using my original account, when I'd either not get any reactions on posts I'd put a ton of effort into, or just comments that had nothing to do with posts and that were mostly "friends" trying to get me to live life the One True Mature Adult Way or whatever. (There's reasons why I'm using a different accounts, let's just say.) So that#s kind of one of the barriers to posting more here that I'm trying to work around, but hey, if there's one thing to fight old associations with, it's making new ones! ^.~
I'm talking to a few people via friending memes and it definitely reminds me of all the things I love about this site. (And so does this comment chain!)
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on 2018-12-04 01:51 pm (UTC)Bad associations to things you enjoy is the woooooorst. I certainly hope you can make some new ones and I'm happy to help! :3 And hey, at least one person here will comment on posts you spend a lot of time on (me! it me!).
Make friends! Spread joy! Be excited nerds about things! Yay DW! \o/ \o/ \o/
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on 2018-12-04 07:16 am (UTC)And hey, congrats on your imminent graduation!
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on 2018-12-04 01:21 pm (UTC)And thank you so much! I'm so excited! \o/
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on 2018-12-04 07:58 am (UTC)I kind of starting posting more the last week even though I haven't been following the Tumblr thing too closely. Hopefully people stick around!
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on 2018-12-04 01:29 pm (UTC)Welcome back! I certainly hope more people stick around. :3
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