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mental health, orz~
I was going to start this post with "How is it already August?" but friends, it's August 11th. How? Why? I realize my last post was opining it being already mid-July so it looks like I'm just incapable of keeping up with time. I've kind of been having trouble keeping up with much of anything lately, and I suspect that's because I'm really suffering some major depression. Sometimes I can't even remember what I did in an evening, because I didn't actually do anything. Just...refreshed the same five websites over and over. And that's no good! That's not really how I want to spend my time!
So last night I started playing Baldur's Gate. No, not the 3rd one, the 1st, lol. I haven't played it in a very long time, and never by myself (always with at least one other person) so I honestly have no idea how the story goes. But it's time to find out! And fingers crossed that I actually finish it and the sequel by the time I can actually play the 3rd, lol.
I also used a new email for Crunchyroll so I could use the trial and maybe watch some anime! Because I like anime! I can watch an episode here and there! Especially since I'm planning on attending Sakura-Con next year! And there are a couple of summer shows that look like they'd be really fun! Like Undead Murder Farce and and Zom 100! And The Masterful Cat is Depressed Again Today and The Great Cleric!. So, yeah.
I haven't even been reading very much Warhammer! Which, I have access to so many books. They're right there! There's a new release in November that I would love to be prepared for! But gosh. Consuming media has just been so difficult lately. It's like I just don't have the focus for anything anymore. I want to! But.
Yeah, anyways, this is why I'm thinking my depressos have been quietly working overtime and I've just kept brushing off any concerns until, here I am, just a puddle of sads and lack of interest.
But no more. It's the weekend! I'm about to go outside and play with my dog and and smoke some weed and pot my new plants that just came in the mail, and then I'm going to sit down and play some Baldur's Gate (on story mode, so that mentioned drug usage won't fuck me over too badly).
I hope everyone is doing well!
So last night I started playing Baldur's Gate. No, not the 3rd one, the 1st, lol. I haven't played it in a very long time, and never by myself (always with at least one other person) so I honestly have no idea how the story goes. But it's time to find out! And fingers crossed that I actually finish it and the sequel by the time I can actually play the 3rd, lol.
I also used a new email for Crunchyroll so I could use the trial and maybe watch some anime! Because I like anime! I can watch an episode here and there! Especially since I'm planning on attending Sakura-Con next year! And there are a couple of summer shows that look like they'd be really fun! Like Undead Murder Farce and and Zom 100! And The Masterful Cat is Depressed Again Today and The Great Cleric!. So, yeah.
I haven't even been reading very much Warhammer! Which, I have access to so many books. They're right there! There's a new release in November that I would love to be prepared for! But gosh. Consuming media has just been so difficult lately. It's like I just don't have the focus for anything anymore. I want to! But.
Yeah, anyways, this is why I'm thinking my depressos have been quietly working overtime and I've just kept brushing off any concerns until, here I am, just a puddle of sads and lack of interest.
But no more. It's the weekend! I'm about to go outside and play with my dog and and smoke some weed and pot my new plants that just came in the mail, and then I'm going to sit down and play some Baldur's Gate (on story mode, so that mentioned drug usage won't fuck me over too badly).
I hope everyone is doing well!