*hugs* I'm so sorry. That sounds like depression, all right. I had my own winter stint, and it was miserable. If it's any consolation, I can almost guarantee that with whatever help is right for you (seeing the sun, seeing a doctor, taking care of yourself with good food and some activity in the meantime), this will end eventually and your focus and interest in things that make you happy will come back.
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Date: 2024-01-23 10:27 pm (UTC)