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This post originally started with "Happy Solstice!" That's how long this window has been open. XD;;

Honestly, June ended up being really troubling.

Parental illness, impending death, major depression )

But anyways, it's now July! Which is very nice. I've been playing A LOT of Stardew Valley, which has just been the best. I made it one year in my Guilliman farm but now I'm playing my farm, now that I understand how to actually play this game. I get it now. It all makes sense. I want to live in Stardew Valley. ;o;

In real life gardening, yesterday was the first harvest of the snap peas!

snap peas from the garden
(please excuse the dirty wooden spoon on the stove!)

I popped them in a chicken stir fry and they were so delicious. :D There's loads more on the vines so W's gonna make hummus and we'll something tasty to dip them in.

I'm very slowly getting a signup together for [community profile] battleshipex! Am pretty excited to participate this year. I'm a terrible teammate tho, I don't play to win, I just play to have fun, haha. I want to treat it like rare kink buffet, where I'm just hyperfocused and creating so much stuff. I know it won't play out exactly the same way, since that was entirely anonymous so even tho I was writing off prompts, it still wasn't for anyone. But we'll see! I'm excited. :)

I also resubbed FFXIV and bought Dawntrail but it's been pretty slow-going and my focus is absolutely terrible, haha. I really like the graphical differences! My WoL is so beautiful. <3 Here he is, altho how irritating that it's not showing his glamours. :\

a large grey blue skinned man
So I'll just post a picture of him that I took! I very much love Yesun. He's a terrible RPG hero but he's great to get beers with! Which is why I need to get to Dawntrail, vacation expansion is entirely up his alley. |D

Tomorrow is the 4th of July and we are Americans but I don't think we're going to be doing too much. I think I'm going to try to be creative again, since I've definitely fallen of any kind of art. :\a And also maybe play some more Stardew Valley and FFXIV. |3
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Whew! Update on the doggo: Stella is responding to treatment and is keeping food down! She's now on a completely wet food diet, which gets expensive considering her goal weight is 70lbs, but that's okay. She's a good old dog and she's worth it. <3

My mom also seems to be responding to her treatments well; we're remaining cautiously optimistic. ;3;

Things are continuing apace with work! It seems like every time I think I have something down, something else goes wrong; my boss and coworkers all seem to like me and I've been called a rockstar and an overachiever so I think I might be doing something right? But also, aaahhh, I ended this week being called out on a really stupid mistake. :( BUT NOW IT IS THE WEEKEND AND I HAVE NO PLANS WHATSOEVER. I mean, I have house maintenance stuff which is something I generally enjoy. And also probably some fandom stuff; I have several exchange deadlines drawing near and I need to finish things up. The last thing I've posted was this NSFW Uriel Ventris/Honsou comic for Flash Exchange Made Them Do It. Part of me is horrified that I didn't ink and paint this; the other part of me is pleased that I did this amount of work in a day and a half. You win some, you lose some, I guess. :P

I'm also slowly (so slowly) working on my [community profile] seasonofkink card. I, for some reason, am super into sequential art right now, so everything I'm working on is extremely slow going. XD

Have some photos!


My plant shelf came in! I'm so pleased with how nice it looks. ;3; And you might think, Nan, they are in front of a nice big window, what do you have those plant lights for? Friends, some of these lil motherfuckers need so much light. And I live in Seattle. So, plant lights.


Someone was selling some lithops in one of the facebook plant communities so I had to scoop them up. They're so weird, I love them!


This little bloodleaf arrived looking pitiful and dead. It was just a cutting so I stuck it in some water and hoped for the best and lo and behold, it not only grew roots but also grew new leaves! I'm so proud of it! ;3;


Also one night this week, idek which one, the moon was looking especially spooky hiding behind this tree. I was very pleased.


And then, a photo of Mt Rainier being out and lovely. ♥ Always good to see that snowy top.


My partner and I were invited by a friend down to Olympia to partake in this adorable little pottery place, where you pick out a piece you want to paint and then they fire and glaze it for you. This is what we came up with! Mine's the little space cactus. I'm really excited to see how they come out! Our friend is coming up for the 4th of July and is going to bring them up.

Anyways, that's probably enough of an update for me! I'm so glad it's the weekend!
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Mom's first appointment with the oncologist is tomorrow. I'm scared. I'm trying to focus on other things but my niece keeps messaging me about it and trying to figure how long it'll be before we have real results and then. She asked me how it went with my dad. So I had to go through all that and then I needed to go back into my tags here on DW to see the journal posts and see what days we did what and. That certainly stirred up some unpleasant feelings.

Anyway. I'm not sure what exactly will be happening during this appointment but I told me sister to call me as soon as she has any news; it's at 8:15am est, which is 5:15 pst. But I don't care. I'll set an alarm. I want to know as soon as possible. I'm dreading what they'll say but I still want to know.

I wish I was there.
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It's quiet. The Olympics are on tv but it's turned low, so we can pay attention if we want and ignore it if we want. It's just Mom and me. She's in her chair and I can faintly hear the sounds of her clicking the mouse. I'm on the couch. The air purifier is humming away, creating a lovely white noise. The kittens have been playing in non-destructive ways and now Penelope is sitting on the couch with me. The dogs are quiet. It's a little bit cloudy out, so the sunlight is a soft grey where it's trickling in from the blinds and the glass door leading out to the back porch.

It's a good morning. :)

OH and I suppose I should add that I'm reading A Year's Temptation by [personal profile] lomonaaeren, which is an oldie but goodie.
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My dad's condition is deteriorating, to the point that I need to help him bathe. I try very hard to remain positive in front of him and not seem upset but it's difficult to see my dad, who has always been so physically powerful, now be so weakened and vulnerable. However, while he has moments despair and shame, overall he's still in good spirits. And he enjoys food and being disappointed at how badly the Atlanta Braves are doing this year.

this is very practical and very morbid )

I ended up taking my mom back the doctor on Tuesday because she's been constipated for about a week and none of the laxatives I've gotten for her have helped. They prescribed a laxative that seems to be helping slowly. They suggested a colonoscopy just to rule out colon cancer and I was like jfc are you kidding me, can we please catch a break here? They didn't seem too concerned about that possibility, it was more of a just in case due to Mom's age, but GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

I'm going to make a more pleasant post later on this evening but I wanted to get this more serious stuff out.

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