Am feeling pretty bleah today
May. 27th, 2019 12:21 amJust an overall sense of displeasure with life, you know? I don't know why, nothing particularly egregious happened. Just. Meh.
This showed up on twitter and hurt my feelings a bit. It's true and I hate it??? And I don't know why it keeps happening but it does. I just keep getting disappointed with people, which! I'm the common denominator here haaha. And it's very often the same people, I just. Never learn to temper my expectations.
We had a bit of a emergency today with the electricity and power usage and it made me decide to move to the smallest bedroom on the opposite end of the house. And by small, I mean tiny. I'm going to be sleeping on a twin bed again! But I'm kind of excited about it! I love the idea of downsizing, of having just enough space for just the things I need. We'll see how it goes, anyway.
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chagrined and I finished watching Oofuri last night! I had A LOT OF EMOTIONS and am now going to read the manga and continue having emotions about these cute baseball boys.
The FFXIV: Shadowbreakers benchmark dropped! Guess whose computer will barely run it! :'D A friend is sending me a graphics card and power supply and hopefully those should fix it up. I did get to play with the character creator a lil bit and while I'm not hyped about the Viera much at all (I would dig them but there should be bunny boys too!), I ended up making a pretty cool looking one:
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100% done with everything and everyone hahaha :3 I think I saved the data so I might actually make her? But I also accidentally made a really cute Au Ra male and, well. There's only so many alts I can handle. XD Oh, but here's my main, Yusen! I'm not sure I've shared a picture of him before?
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I love him, he's so fun and terrible haha. ♥ ♥ ♥
I unexpectedly have tomorrow off, which is pretty great! Yay two days off in a row!
This showed up on twitter and hurt my feelings a bit. It's true and I hate it??? And I don't know why it keeps happening but it does. I just keep getting disappointed with people, which! I'm the common denominator here haaha. And it's very often the same people, I just. Never learn to temper my expectations.
We had a bit of a emergency today with the electricity and power usage and it made me decide to move to the smallest bedroom on the opposite end of the house. And by small, I mean tiny. I'm going to be sleeping on a twin bed again! But I'm kind of excited about it! I love the idea of downsizing, of having just enough space for just the things I need. We'll see how it goes, anyway.
chagrined and I finished watching Oofuri last night! I had A LOT OF EMOTIONS and am now going to read the manga and continue having emotions about these cute baseball boys. The FFXIV: Shadowbreakers benchmark dropped! Guess whose computer will barely run it! :'D A friend is sending me a graphics card and power supply and hopefully those should fix it up. I did get to play with the character creator a lil bit and while I'm not hyped about the Viera much at all (I would dig them but there should be bunny boys too!), I ended up making a pretty cool looking one:
Click to see bigger!
100% done with everything and everyone hahaha :3 I think I saved the data so I might actually make her? But I also accidentally made a really cute Au Ra male and, well. There's only so many alts I can handle. XD Oh, but here's my main, Yusen! I'm not sure I've shared a picture of him before?
Click to see bigger!
I love him, he's so fun and terrible haha. ♥ ♥ ♥
I unexpectedly have tomorrow off, which is pretty great! Yay two days off in a row!
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