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[nanslice]

I started this post two days ago but then life happened and I didn't manage to get back to it until today. XD;

Wednesday was greatly needed and appreciated. ;o; I ended up playing BG3 for most of the day tbh. |D I haven't played that much in one day in a very long time. It was great. ♥

Yesterday I got up and worked, which I'm proud of myself for doing even if I really didn't want to. I also went to therapy, which I also was not feeling at all; I probably would have canceled if insurance would still cover it but, alas. I GUESS THAT'S FOR THE BETTER the damn sessions don't help if I don't go to them lmao (also I did cancel one week and super regretted it).

We talked about the loneliness and stuff and how I don't really interact with people regularly outside of Will, which is true. And while we're both in Warhammer, it is not the brainrot for me as it is for them so they completely understandably chat with like-minded individuals about it. And I'm very happy that they have friends to talk to about their ships and fave characters! But it does leave me with more time alone than I want. And she asked me what I thought I could do about that and I was like well I guess actually going to the Meetups that I sign up for lmao. She then mentioned being really specific about the ones I go to; instead of "sip and paint" which could attract all kinds of people, how about "queer karaoke" instead? Which is legit (and also something I already do, my meetup groups are extremely specific). But also, I suspect trying to interact more in fandom might be a good way to go too...I wonder how the BG3 fandom is? :\a

We also talked about my mom and sister which opened up a lot of emotions and I did end up crying again because you know, that's just how it goes.



Anyways, after that, I invited some friends out for dinner Friday night (super short notice!) and gamera was able to come! We went to a very laid-back burger n' beer joint (that's perhaps slightly fancier than you're thinking because Seattle) and it was a great time; it was nice to get out of the house and do something fun and social. And plans were made for next weekend. Yay!

Then cypher and I came home and played video games (They: WH40K: Rogue Trader; Me: BG3) until late into the wee hours (jk it was like midnight). It was just. Such a lovely start to the weekend. <3

Today has been very chill so far in the best kind of way. I went out to check out how the plants are doing (I do this daily, I know I won't see differences in a day but I just like going out to gazing) and then have spent most of the day casually doing chores, working on an exchange project that's due tonight, and watching dumb Smosh videos. I managed to talk Cypher into ordering pizza (tbf it wasn't hard) and we're gonna watch the latest episode of Mystery Files, and then I suspect there will be more gaming.

Comments

[cye_of_the_torrent]

<3 I hope if/when you do go to the meet ups, it's fun.

[nanslice]

Thank you! I'm hoping too. :D <3

[lassarina]

I'm glad you had some good times!

My BioWare server has a sister BG3 server that I can drop you a link to if you'd like, they are generally pretty chill grown humans who get very excited about everyone else's OCs.

the damn sessions don't help if I don't go to them lmao Did you HAVE to call me out by my full name :(

[nanslice]

Oh, thank you! I'm going to hold off on joining anything right at the moment, as I did end up needing to take a break from BG3.

Did you HAVE to call me out by my full name :(
Awwww, but if that helps you get the help you need then yes ;3;