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I'm experiencing two different kinds of sads. The first kind sad, I experience daily. Missing Dad, being reminded of dumb jokes we had or how he touched other people's lives. It's a good sad, one that makes me cry but then I'm over it.

The second kind of sad happens when I'm reminded of the last few days of his life or when I'm reminded of the day we got the diagnosis. That's a bad sad, and tends to keep me up at night crying.

Last night a bad sad happened. But at least I woke up this morning okay.