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OH MAN what a wonderful day off. <3 I bought the kitties a new toy (one of those long kicker toys) and they love it; I probably need to buy a couple more so they don't have to share so much. Early afternoon had me taking a nap and having dreams I don't remember, except they were draped in the colors and atmosphere as the art I'm trying to create. And later afternoon/evening was spent drawing.

My interest in fandom ebbs and flows and I think I'm in a period of ebbing. Part of that is dumb emotional stuff and part of that is just wanting to do my own thing. The art I've been working on has been original and kinda personal, although if you look at it it probably looks like any other similar scene, haha, but I'm...enjoying creating something that's not at least partially about how other people will like it? I mean, I'm going to post it up in various places (which reminds me, I need to figure out where artists post art now that tumblr has shit the bed) but it's still mostly for me (not saying people create fandom pieces for likes and kudos but I definitely do).

And by fandom I specifically mean fanart/fanfiction. I still want to consume media and talk about it, I'm just not invested in spending my creativity towards it at the moment. It'll come back though, it always does. :3