Ooof

( Uhm mental health stuff and suicide ideation except I realized what was happening and immediately got help )

So that's that! I'm...still fairly emotionally fragile and I've randomly been tearing up. I'm privileged enough to be in a position where I can take some time off from work. W called it some midwinter wifing, I called it being a housecarl, either way it means I'll be staying home for a little while. Get my bearings back, I guess.

But! I did manage to get the Christmas tree decorated and made stockings for everyone! That's...that's something, right?