General stuff, I guess
Feb. 20th, 2025 05:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nansliceI've been trying to figure out how to make this post. So much has changed so quickly. The world is absolutely a horror show. I'm trying so hard to not focus on it.
A coworker passed away from cancer. This was extremely devastating. My relationship with my supervisor continued to degrade and he begain extremely unfair about some things happening in-office (to myself and my favorite coworker). Management continued to fight the union and now the raise is almost six months overdue. I get extremely sick.
Anyways, I ended up putting in my two week notice. Once again, I'm extremely blessed to be able to be just like...fuck this shit I'm out. But it was an intense blow and I felt extremely bad about myself and my "failure" and stuff, you know? Like, man. Why can't I just find a job and it be okay and no one's being mean and we're just. Doing our work? Anyways, whatever.
So yeah, completely done with real life, honestly, shit sucks and I'm over it. I've been focusing a lot on fandom and yesterday we went to a gorgeous flower and garden show (photos coming later), and I'm just. Kind of accepting some hard truths about myself. Not necessarily bad things, just...things. SHRUG.
I've been having a good time on Bluesky lately! I have politics completely locked down because I do not want to see what's happening; I'm enjoying drawing porn and knowing I have a place to post it. That's very nice. I really value having the art uploading process be as painless as possible, you know? XD But tomorrow I will post art here!
A coworker passed away from cancer. This was extremely devastating. My relationship with my supervisor continued to degrade and he begain extremely unfair about some things happening in-office (to myself and my favorite coworker). Management continued to fight the union and now the raise is almost six months overdue. I get extremely sick.
Anyways, I ended up putting in my two week notice. Once again, I'm extremely blessed to be able to be just like...fuck this shit I'm out. But it was an intense blow and I felt extremely bad about myself and my "failure" and stuff, you know? Like, man. Why can't I just find a job and it be okay and no one's being mean and we're just. Doing our work? Anyways, whatever.
So yeah, completely done with real life, honestly, shit sucks and I'm over it. I've been focusing a lot on fandom and yesterday we went to a gorgeous flower and garden show (photos coming later), and I'm just. Kind of accepting some hard truths about myself. Not necessarily bad things, just...things. SHRUG.
I've been having a good time on Bluesky lately! I have politics completely locked down because I do not want to see what's happening; I'm enjoying drawing porn and knowing I have a place to post it. That's very nice. I really value having the art uploading process be as painless as possible, you know? XD But tomorrow I will post art here!
