Happy New Year! + resolutions (kinda?)
Jan. 1st, 2016 09:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nansliceMy one resolution for this new year's is to stop letting fear guide me. Which seems weird and vague but in reality, it's something that will help me in various ways.
I become paralyzed with fear sometimes. Not physically, but it definitely stops me from doing things I want to do. Going to MomoCon? Well, idk, it's in Atlanta. But by the time it rolls around, I'll have a car I can rely on! And I can't get anyone else to drive in Atlanta! AND I'VE DRIVEN IN ATLANTA BEFORE. So why can't I just say "yep, MomoCon is a go?" (besides the fact that idk if I'll have money to go because of said car but you know, that's beside the point a little here)
Working on projects. A fear of failure keeps me from even starting fandom comics. I want to illustrate Steve washing Bucky's hair! But noooo, because I'll start it and then fail and feel like shit.
I'm pretty sure all of my procrastination originates from fear.
So that's my resolution. To stop letting fear guide me.
I become paralyzed with fear sometimes. Not physically, but it definitely stops me from doing things I want to do. Going to MomoCon? Well, idk, it's in Atlanta. But by the time it rolls around, I'll have a car I can rely on! And I can't get anyone else to drive in Atlanta! AND I'VE DRIVEN IN ATLANTA BEFORE. So why can't I just say "yep, MomoCon is a go?" (besides the fact that idk if I'll have money to go because of said car but you know, that's beside the point a little here)
Working on projects. A fear of failure keeps me from even starting fandom comics. I want to illustrate Steve washing Bucky's hair! But noooo, because I'll start it and then fail and feel like shit.
I'm pretty sure all of my procrastination originates from fear.
So that's my resolution. To stop letting fear guide me.
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