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Had a very eye-opening but also very rough therapy session today and I was shook, so my work count suffered a bit. I told my therapist about NaNo and he was very supportive and proud and when I told him I'd been doing it since 2003 but I only made the 50k twice he said, "Yes but you tried" and I didn't cry but I kinda wanted to. And then I cried later on in the session anyway so haha.

Also asked if he'd diagnosed me with anything or if that was something that happened after a few more sessions and he told me that he had already officially diagnosed me with major depressive disorder and an anxiety disorder (is there more than one, I do not know, maybe a generalized one?), and that my anger issues likely stem from the depression, which is good I guess???